if I sold my soul to the devil
Would you care?
If I did everything
in spite of you
for hatred of you
for missing you
would you come back?

when i look into those gleaming eyes
and say
Take me, I’m yours.
and his cold
curling
fingers
grasp my heart
and yank it out
will you still have a place in there?

when he looks
at me
with that fierce
treacherous smile
and I smile back
will you be in
that smile?

if I gave my life away
For
some stranger on the street
some bum in an alley
a child on a swing
or
for no reason at all
would you
know
that he told me to
because of you?

i can’t
live
breathe
eat
think
drive
sleep.
i can’t
love
because of you.

you make me want to do terrible things.
But what’s the worst I could do
to you?