I wrote this after a midnight winter run and I have to say this was one of the hardest things for me to ever fit in the 1024 limit

Nicely done, too. The thoughts that are expressed seem complete, honest and well ordered.

However, “remeber” needs another ‘m’ and you omitted the period on the last sentence (deliberately, I suspect, as your piece comes out to 1024 characters precisely). Fortunately, you have two commas that are extraneous in the second last sentences of both paragraphs.

Should you need any other additional space, there are ways to get that as well. For example, ‘far away’ in the first sentence could be replaced with ‘distant’ for a gain of a single character. ‘All I can tell you is that’ can be replaced with ‘But’ (or even removed entirely) for a larger gain and with no significant loss in the thoughts that you’re expressing.