why would you say that?
don’t you know that I over think?
I’m over analyzing
quite everything you say.
why did you choose the words
that you did?
did you really mean
what I think you said?
could this be possible?
could it be at all?

your voice is my blind spot
and my mind
is filling in the blanks
for me.

could this be what I believe it to be?
no chance,
no chance at all.

even if it is,
I would have mixed
feelings about it all.
I have mixed feelings
about everything
but this especially
mixes my emotions.

on one hand,
could I really let you
know me?

I mean, we’ve been
on our way from
acquaintanceship
for quite a while now…