Every so often
my mind gets the best of me
It shows the worst of me
nothing can erase what is said
nothing can take the pain of what I hear.
Its all me, I am my own enemy
Like a razor in my ear
Piercing to my soul
and nothing is left standing
but darkness from my shadow
I hate my reflection
I hate your face
I hate everything as I knew you took place
you haunt my every thought
you kill my inner light
your voice plays over in my head
and burdens fall to the floor
I can’t live with you
I can’t live without you
I hate everything we were
everything we will never be
and you still haunt my every dream
what is this for?
I can not love you like I did
I can not see you ever again
I can not be your friend
It just kills me every day
we already said our good byes
we laid our past to rest
SO WHY DOES IT HAUNT ME
like your here by me
when inside you are dead to me?
I can’t go on living this way
I have to just get it out
Its killing me inside
to hold it all in