This feeling, this
drowning
falling
crashing.
This
reaching
grasping
emptiness.
This
helpless
despair
depressing.
I feel
gone
lost
floating.
Seeping
through the
cracks
slits
holes
in my heart.
I am
losing
broken
falling apart.
You are
everything
nothing
not here.
My soul
my being
my essence,
you.
You made me
cry
scream
angry.
I lost my
hope
future
smile.
You have my
soul
heart
everything
that I need.
I want to
love
I want to
reach
I want to
believe.
But
I
cannot
do
that
without
you.
And
you
are
not
coming
back.