help me
i’m drowning in serotonin
this medicine is messing with my brain
i don’t know how to feel pain
all i can do is
smile

i want to check to see
if i can feel anything other than
happiness
but i’m too happy
to bleed anymore
all i can do is
smile

i can’t be mad at you
no matter how much you lied to me
and no matter how much you hurt me
all i can do is
smile

i watch the news
and hear bad things happening
to good people
and i feel bad, but not
disgusted
and still,
all i can do is
smile

you know,
i used to take being depressed for granted
but now, i’m sure that i would enjoy
every minute of it
and all i will do is
smile