So much…loss. That can be unbearable.
It takes a lot to be able to say its pointless to think of them though, even though that’s impossible to do.
I want to say something encouraging, sorry I can’t think of anything.

It’s alright. I’m just glad that you posted a comment. :D And yes, tis horrible, but when there are horrible things in my life it does good for me to write them down and make them somewhat beautiful instead of horrible.