I’ve had this one saved for a few months. There are some perspective issues and my ideas kind of mix up in the middle there.
I have a few of these drafts from my times of intoxication. These seems to be the most coherent (after I edited the spelling mistakes and such). Maybe I’ll post the other.
Fantastic. I see this as a strange, fractured, frenetic outline but refashioned into questions. Your questions are quite deep, heartfelt and personally spiritual.