We made promises that I was foolish enough to hope for.
That line stands out to me, it tells me it’s your best line somehow, as I read it. Focus on any little thing that makes you happy, and let those things dominate your existence, and in time you’ll get over it. Five years from now you’ll be wiser and better off. Getting there is important no matter how bad it seems. Trust.
Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA) 
Tad Winslow