That’s…well there aren’t many words to describe a situation like this and how badly that can hurt, the scar it leaves. if you went through, or are in the middle of this feeling, I’m really sorry. Its a difficult place to be, a hard one to escape.
Went through, past tense. There is no way I would be able to write about it if it was currently happening. It’s more of a reflection of how I felt, now that I finally worked through it all.