it should be a sin to be this happy
when i’m still bleeding from my wrist
i will smile when the rain comes
for the hours that i’ve missed
i forgot where i put the stairs
and i forgot wherei put my feet
so it looks like i am stuck here
in this basement all alone
everything
that
made me sad
now
makes me
smile
to the bone
and i just want
to dance around
and wallow in this
euphoria