Memories of a Chat Log
A chat room.
Things and memories of the past,
long unthought of,
suddenly back in my life.
People whose names I never knew,
whose screen names I had forgotten,
are surging back into my thoughts and emotions.
Dare I reconnect with those I knew in flesh?
Those who taught me so much,
destroyed so much,
created so much.
Thoughts and feelings I didn’t feel like feeling.
Raw emotions too youthful to understand.
Pushed back into my brain,
I couldn’t handle them.
Now looking back, these things I have met
No warmth of the sun on my back, surounded by those I love.
Warmth of a computer screen on my face, staring into a void of personas,
that I loved.
Memories of a chat log.
You’d be suprised.