god here i am
where are you
your song is playing
a sunday smile
when will you smile again
never, probably
because of me
what are you doing now
what kind of hell are you living in
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
for saving your life
i never meant this to happen
i didn’t want it to go like this
i just wanted you to be safe
that’s all i wanted
that’s all i needed
but where are you now
sitting at home
being yelled at
crying
cutting yourself
no
this isn’t what you need
just be safe
please
and forgive me
i just wanted this to be in your best interest
i just wanted to help you
i just want to make you safe
or make you happy
you used me
you apologized
i accepted
but i don’t forgive you
this was not my revenge
i swear
but please
please
be
safe