Now I understand the lies. The deception. The delusion.

It was because you felt guilty and left any semblance that would remind you of our lives being intertwined. You turned your back on not only me, but all your friends. They didn’t hate you. You hated being reminded how so very wrong you were to do this to me.

Because you already decided, after saying, “I can’t be in a relationship. I have to have a relationship with God instead.”

So is he “God” to you?

Really?

Not even 3 months later. A person of integrity, trustworthiness and clearly deserving of respect, you are. All you do is need and dispose, you inconsiderate jackass.

Really hope you’re proud of the person you’ve become. “I love you.” Twice.