The chance to run has come to naught
I’ve lost the comfort that I sought
The guilt consumes my body whole
How did I wander upon this role?
How did this temptation turn to sin?
Why did I have to let it in?
Why aren’t I as strong as I appear?
When will I conquer all this fear?
I know the course but I stumble past
The road I knew is fading fast
And I’m too afraid to speak my mind
Embrace the things I left behind
Is there the chance to make this right?
To end this detrimental flight?
Could I resist my hearts easy virtue?
To stand up for what I know is true?
I miss the time, the way, the control
Temporary pleasure has destroyed my soul