Dear Self,

I’m sorry I didn’t know at the beginning. I’m sorry I was so naive. I’m sorry I put you through all those sleepless nights afterward. I’m sorry that guilt lurks in the back of your mind every time you are left alone with your thoughts for too long. I’m so sorry that I can’t undo what I have done. And I understand if you never really forgive me. I’m sorry.

Forever with you,

Past