And now for something… completely true for a change.

I have a problem. It’s a genetic one (I think) and I’ve crawled all over the internet for a solution, and even though everything I read makes since and motivates me for a good minute or so, the ultimate ending is still the same: I cannot focus.

Almost at all.

I have ADHD and the one thing I constantly fight is interest in anything. My wife, work, television, painting, reading, video games and blogging. The biggest goal I have is write something more than twenty chapters and the only thing I have towards that is a saved story about Mario.

My saving grace right now is a fan-fiction about a dimension-hopping plumber.

But since I’ve started writing this I’ve found a song I was looking for, turned on the TV because it was too quiet in the room, texted a friend… I can’t even be focused on a piece about me not being focused.

This irritates me on a deep level; sometimes it makes me feel I have something wrong with me and I don’t know how to fix it.