why do I have such an urge to hide whenever I have an extreme negative emotion
is it because I’m afraid that
being around people will make me even more angry
or perhaps that being around people will make me feel better
ah yes
that must be it
I want to sit alone and seethe
milk that emotion for every drop that it has
I don’t want it to go away
not yet
I want to cling to that bad emotion
for as long as I can
because its the only thing that makes me feel human anymore