i just wish
that someone
once in a while
would call in
and check to see
if i was okay

because i’m not
i don’t think
i thought i was
but now all of a sudden i don’t think i am

and the one night i just need someone
something
to hold
or to hold me
i’m just
alone
all alone

there is no one here

i feel like i should apologize
i should call up all of my friends who knew her
and tell them how sorry i am for their loss but
i’m in just as much pain as they are
and no one is saying sorry
to me