Drowning in yourself…
That has to be the worst feeling.
Knowing that you’re causing it,
But also knowing that you can’t… stop it.
Why lie to yourself?
What’s the point…
You’re killing yourself slowly
And there’s nothing your mind will let you do about it.
It’s like… a demon. He sits on a throne within your mind,
And you know you can de-throne him. You just know it.
And yet you can’t, you feel helpless.

Maybe it’s because you created him.

Maybe – Maybe – Maybe
That’s all it is.
Guessing.

Maybe this guess will be the right one…

I’m guessing not to give up. But I’ve been wrong before.