no, no. let me start at the beginning.

in the beginning, god created the universe. there has been so much contention over the nature of ‘god’ and ‘universe’ and current astrotheology states that god and the universe are one and the same.

god created god; the universe created the universe. we are the products of a self-perpetuating cycle of creation and destruction. no wonder we are where we are.

in the beginning there was a word and that was god or universe or both, in some ancient language not made for humans to hear or speak.

but some can learn it. a few special humans. or not-quite humans. some called them demi-gods. some called them angels. the terminology is still debated by the astrotheologians, up in the university studies. they never lived it.

neither did I, but I was there. I saw it all, and I followed him.