to be held by light

speechless
better than jesus.
yeah. (fuck that)

to be held by light

li
_ke stags

like animals
like brilliance of a growing, a forest’s blessing (a fairy!)

from dizzy dark blood,
________________sin/muscle imbued scissor fingered dirtied be
be bled out
bleddddddddd out
then

an IV of good, light
what would be dripping (not this time. not like this. Better.)

Rushing
through you,
cleanse and impale with
glitter but of dew from angel tears
in your dirtiest parts
make me whole again

as i was before dropping from womanmother

lighten my head
it
DROPS
bare
so sweetly bare
mercifully bare, naked as dropping

and (gah-, i can’t take it) it’s
better
and pure.

Pure.

(i could stand up straight)
(i could stand up straight)

I could stand up straight.

(i could stand up pure) and maybe i’d smell nice

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and i’d be no more “x’s”

i could die that way