The words creeping out of your mouth own definitions.

Solitude, Sol-i-tude, noun, living by oneself; seclusion.

I live by it, not on purpose though. Others don’t question why, they only give weird looks in my direction.

My house use to feel like my home, but it doesn’t now. My mother gone, the sides of the rooms peeling, coming undone. I lived here, well I live here now too, but I used to live here with my siblings and everybody else. I live here now terrified of going with out bringing every memory I ever derived. With the conclusion of my brothers, sisters, uncles, or others I lie by myself, winded, terrorized by the thought of truly being by myself, or living the rest of my life , in solitude.

Solitude, Sol-i-tude, noun, living by oneself; seclusion.