How can I rest calmly
Every thought a haunting
Leaving an emptiness so deep

Now oceans apart
Seeking what we must
Ever Apart for the best

Yet love still lingers

It was real you see
At least it was for me
Searching for beauty

On distant shores
In waves of Green.
Was it- a dream, a fantasy?

To awake one day
With hateful words retracted
Forgiveness awaits all ire enacted

Anger withheld
Eating from within
only a poison you’ve taken

In hopes my life will end