I like the review of self and life by way of numbers. A lot of typos in the first paragraph make for a tough read. I like that it ends on what could be a hopeful note.

Despite the grammatical issues- I really love this. I relate all to well. Those Damned numbers.

Numbers are everywhere, but I prefer to seek and find that 4 letter word and let it touch my heart. I’m just not as logical and mathematical as the protagonist here.
I wonder if this is in her future, or if her shape will continue to thwart her…