Idiot!

Darkness surrounds me. Senses search for something, anything……. nothing.

Why, oh why did I wish for this. 10^100 years gone and now I am alone.

IDIOT!

Time compresses. Eons become seconds. A billion epochs go by as if in a blink, still I am alone and then it happens….

The universe has reached it’s lowest energy state. Dimensions can no longer support each other. The collapse begins.

From the corner of my eye I see it. The most brilliant of brilliances. A white hot shock wave racing towards me.

The wave surges on. I anticipate, yearn for it’s coming. Finally, after all these millennia, to be released from this detestable existence.

Time reverses, milliseconds seem to take millennia. No, it can’t be…. Faster, FASTER! Take me away!

…and then it is on me, the fury, the ferocity, the light, the heat, THE CHAOS. YES, YES, no more loneliness. I’m ready……

…and then it is gone, and the empty blackness returns.

…and the loneliness is back.

Immortality SUCKS!

idiot