I sit on my bed
and think about my life
To everyone I know
It’s something different
I feel like a different person
around every person
I wish I was consistant
But then at times
I feel like I am always the same
Sometimes I feel like no one knows me
And other times
I feel like everyone knows all my secrets
I wonder if I have made
too many promises I cannot keep
I wonder if I have set
too many goals I cannot reach
Certain days I feel like I can touch the stars
And then the next I can’t even raise my arm
This constant up and down
is draining away my engery
All I want…
Is for it all to be right