if there was anything i could ever take back
it would be my promise to never go back
to the way that i was before i talked
to you; i hardly ever talked
to anyone besides myself.
but now i want to hate myself
lets break the promise together
and lets bleed together
it was a promise
to ourselves
and a promise
to our friends
who trust and confide in us
but frankly, my dear,
i don’t give a damn
about promises
or any of that bullshit crap ass fuck
anything.
goodbye.

and i sat there taking small sips of my water
with every sip wishing the alcohol content was higher.