I want to stop competing
with your stupid friends
I want to stop dreaming
of you every night
I want to stop waiting
for you to call me
I want to stop caring
about what you think
I want to stop wishing
for you all the time
I want to stop wondering
if you’re doing alright
I want to stop trying
to be what you want
I want to stop thinking
about you all day
I want to stop hurting
because of you
I want to stop pretending
that you love me too