I can see it in my head
what my body wants
to inflict the pain
to erase everything else
it wants to see blood
running down my arm
as i cry myself to sleep
wishing i had been strong
but i am fighting with all i have
not to give in
but i don’t know if i can
keep fighting against this need
its pushing and pushing
and my knees are getting weak

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