I needed you today. You weren’t here. I needed you to help me keep the pain from coming to the surface. You were just happy for him to be out of my life that you forgot about the pieces that need to be cleaned up. I don’t know what hurts more him leaving or you not being here to get me through this. I wish you weren’t so blinded by your dislike of him, to see that I am hurting inside and that I’m not tired like you keep saying.