The Secret

Have you ever done something and aren’t able to tell anyone? That’s the case with me. I did something horrible, unspeakable that changed a persons life forever and the guilt is ripping me apart everyday. I just want to tell someone, anyone, and I can’t. I have contemplated suicide, actually stood on the side of a bridge and couldn’t bring myself to do it because of the obligation I have to make it right. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to make it right though. The other’s life will never be the same again and neither will mine. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, it’s hard just to look at myself in the mirror, I’m a complete mess. I didn’t mean to do it, I didn’t mean for it to turn into that and now I’ll never see them again. I lost everything because of something that I can’t even mutter the words about. Please someone help me, I don’t know what to do. Everyday is a battle now, I don’t want to live with this but not living with it is just selfish, but it’s killing me. I can’t stop crying. Please help me.

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