I don’t know why I still love you,
after all you did to me;
you changed me into someone
that I never wanted to be.
I was scared and timid,
lying to everyone I knew,
telling them that my depression
wasn’t caused by you.
But every time I see you,
there’s so much that I can’t say,
like how your smile turns my mood around,
and how your hugs brighten my day.
And every time you walk away,
the sorrow comes crashing down,
as your voice echoes inside my head,
and I begin to miss its’ sound.
We could never be together,
not like we were before,
so everyday I must watch you go,
always leaving me wanting more.