I never wanted this – I never wanted this – I never wanted this

I did not wish upon this
I did not want to see you hurt
I did not want to see your heart ache
I did not want to see your tears fall to the floor

I wanted everything for you and I
I wanted to dream of a better day
I wanted to wash away all the pain
All the useless arguments

I never wanted this, I did not wish upon this
I have screamed more then once, to hold you close again
I will not forgive myself for not saying good-bye; I will never be able to forgive my foolishness

I will always hear your pleads, to go quietly through the night
To not feel no pain
To end the suffering
To wash away all the tears

I couldn’t bring myself to do such things to you
Please forgive me
Wherever you may rest

I couldn’t bare to lose hold onto love
Let this moment never be forgotten
Forbid my entrance into the pearly gates
I do not deserve a place next to you

I will see you one day
And that day is yours, to do as you please.