I want to hold you,
Lightly between two fingers
To press you between my lips
And take drags.

I want to light you,
While breathing you in
Just to exhale you.
And watch you disappear.

I want to feel you,
With all your casual glamor
Pretend for a moment
You are, who I am.

But I do not wish to keep you
And I will not form a habit
However, I am prone to addiction
And “just once”,
Is never really worth it.