She looks at me for the final time with no tears in her eyes. It’s the first time since we found out the news she’s been able to look at me.
Breathless and exhausted, we stare into each other souls.
There are no words anymore. Just breath, scent, and heart. This moment is the moment that I’ve been waiting for without realizing it.
Our lungs synchronize with the clock.
Another couple of seconds burn off. It’s getting darker now.
It’s getting cold.
We spent a furious day in bed. The sex was urgent, insistent. She pulled me into her with more power than her 110 pound should ever produce. The fabled mom strength where she would be able to pull a car off a child.
I walk to the balcony naked. Her hands never leave my body.
“Baby, it’s close to time.”
“I know Max. Any regrets?”
The sun begins to rise over the mountain. As the light hits my face, I feel warmth for the first time.
“Nah, today was the best day ever.”
We turn to each other.