having to remind yourself constantly of who you care for is pretty much what I do everyday…..
L.A.I.R.

Because you chose to go over there over seeing your boyfriend and put yourself in this compromising position, it is clear that you should break it off. He’s probably not in love with you anyway, or he’d want to be by your side all the time.

grrr, if her boyfriend doesn’t give her that rush then maybe she shouldnt be with him… reading on.

I dunno if it’s just me, but calling him ‘love’ is the biggest obvious indicator to me.