You opened my eyes in the face of I world I didn’t know at all. Or a world that I knew but I wouldn’t imagine this things happening to people like you.
You became important to me. I couldn’t deny it and I still can’t deny it. Trying to make you smile stopped being a routine and started being my own need.
Because you became my friend. Because every day I saw you on High School I felt happy, relieved. And when you disappeared, I got frustrated.
You could be alone at home. You could be running away from home. And then I worried as I thought I could never see you again.
That’s when I discovered what happened to you. What you had turned into.
Why the hell would someone get into drugs? Why for, Susan? Was all that worthy?
I thought I had made you change. That with me you were carrying on. That your parents gave you peace finally, that you really wanted to live.
Well, you made me believe you wanted for a long time, and the worst of it all is that I was happy with that.