Dear Susan (5)
My world died with you.I died with you.
I haven’t stayed the same. You changed my whole life and I didn’t notice.
Danny has supported me again, but does it matter if you’re not here?
I told you once that I would die for you, and now I totally would. I would love to follow you and leave this fucking world. The world still goes on anyway, we’re just 2 meaningless people who no one will miss.
Alright,I know this is a complete waste of time.
Now I know how you felt. As if living wasn’t worthwile. Better live fast and die young.
People stares at me, as if I acted weird. Well, you’re just another death for them. And I must admit I may be paranoid. You’re verywhere. You’re every shadow. I close my eyes and imagine you’re with me.
But I will leave everyone. They won’t have to be worried about me. No more.
I will take this letter with me so that you can read it wherever you are and you’ll understand how I came to you and why.
I would love to play your song to you in that place.
You can take a look.
It’s yours, Susan.