My God, it has been a while. I wonder if I’m still welcome.

She probably doesn’t even remember me. I cried so many tears in her name, just for her… and I got nothing!

Oh, spirit! Whisk me away, carry me back, return me to the life I had, the future I could have made.

I can picture her opening her arms and I running into them. I can picture all the silly dances we shared, shaking our bodies in the moonlight as we drank and kissed and hugged.

But the vows we uttered in our drunken stupor were not to last. She forgot me, and left me, and doesn’t remember me. I’ve been away for a long time.

It’s been a long, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time.