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Suicide

I’ve got suicide on my mind.
It’s drifting through my thoughts.

I’ve got suicide on my mind.
Not my own, but yours.

I hope it solved your problems,
Because it’s left me with my own.

You’ve left me so many questions,
About why you had to go.

Was it all my fault?
Did I cause you to leave?

If I did, I didn’t mean it.
It wasn’t in my plans.

I’ve got suicide on my mind.
I don’t understand it.

Why would you just leave us,
to worry on our own?

Why didn’t we see it,
before you drowned your soul?

I’ve got to stop this thinking,
it’s driving me insane.

I’ve got suicide on my mind.
I’m your brother, all alone.

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