To the one person I can ever truly count on.
Thank you for being a friend, for fighting for me, for cheering me up, for drying my tears, for buying my movie tickets or my dinners. Thank you for letting me call you in the middle of the night to tell you about my nightmares, for leaving me voicemails when I’m extremely depressed. Thank you for all that you have done for me these past eleven months, and thank you for all that I know you will do for me.
But now, when you’re so angry you can hardly see, and you’re constantly wishing you were dead, I feel helpless. Because I don’t know how to calm you down. I don’t know how to make you listen. I don’t know what to do, or say. And for all those reasons, I fear for you, I fear for me. I fear for us.
But today, on our eleventh month anniversary, I just want to say that no matter what, I’m always going to be here, right here, by your side. I made that promise ten months ago, when I told you I love you.
I love you, Michael. From day one, till I breathe my last.