Awwh…this is beautiful. I’m in pretty much this same situation… I’m so lost, the only thing I know to say to make it better is that I’m not leaving, I’ll always be here for him… I guess sometimes there’s really nothing to say, and just being there to hold his hand through all of it is enough. But I’m so scared that something will happen that’s out of my control, when I’m not there to fix it… but he tells me not to worry, that he can handle it… Right, as if I’m not going to worry about him. Love is so complicated.

Good luck with everything, I’m hoping for the best for you and Michael. =]

As am I for you, and thank you for taking the time out to read it :)