I once wrote poems full of love
hope and joy
but now its just all pain
You left me the first time broken hearted
you left me this last time a broken soul
I am empty now nothing
but I moved on and hoped to grow
The light has left me again
I Can not get back to being ME
I hate who I have become
and its all in spite of who I never wanted to be
WHAT AM I DOING
WHO HAVE I BECOME
Why would anyone ever love me
I am nothing
just an ugly wretched soul!
I use to live for the thrill
pushing to my very limit
and now I don’t even have that
I have no place to go
So here I will die
Here I will wither
This is my life now
empty I’m Gone!
Please stop haunting me
its killing me inside
Unrest is what I am feeling
so please JUST LET ME GO