The clock seemed to never stop running.
The farther into depression, the farther away from May.
Nothing seemed to make sense, everything just blobbed together, as one great mass.
Time was inescapable.
Emotions fell farther from sight
Lifeless I sat watching you.
Nothing mattered. That spark of even lust…GONE!
Everything held sacred was lost. What was the point.
I refilled my prescription. Not good enough wasn’t even in mind…
All I could feel was impending death….why live if life is just empty.
Tiredness fell over me. I didn’t want to feel anymore. Numbness was unreachable…I still feel more than I would like to…
Your eyes were angry.
All I could feel is your frustration.
The same frustration I felt for months now; emanating off your body, out of your cold heart.
For once I could feel you have emotion. Something I hadn’t felt from you in months.