Waking up thinking
Thoughts still reeling
Been almost a year and
The heart isn’t healing
Loss getting harder
As the summer gets closer
It’s not getting easier
Gotta stop pondering
My mind from wondering
Back to the past
We said it would last
All that you said to me
Was any of it actually
The truth or fantasy
Why can’t I let go like you
And find someone else who
Would love me as I know you do.
God is the closest one I know
But He can’t physically hold me though