Joined April 2014 and calls Civil Words home.

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I need to write what I think and feel, otherwise my mind might explode with love, hate, regret, and fear.


  1. Induratize

    (v.) to make one’s own heart hardened or resistant to someone’s pleas or advances, or to the idea of love. Gone, like the passion you can’t control Gone, like the fire in my soul I’d take it all back now But there’s no whe...

  2. Untitled

    I made my scars your wounds And I can feel the pain Now I’m picking up the pieces But it all will stay the same And I’m trying to get out But I don’t know how I keep swallowing the same pill Hurting the ones I love By my own free wil...

  3. Love I Long For (Relationship) cont.

    My fear in this is that since he said that, I will lose him to her one day. Maybe after seeing her randomly or spending time with her (they do go to the same church), he might realize that he still loves her. I’m scared to talk to him about it an...

  4. Love I Long For (Relationship)

    As stated in my other post, I have someone in my life (who I’m going to call “N”) who makes me feel like I’m perfect. Beautiful. The only person in the world to him. He makes me feel like I have nothing to lose, but everything t...

  5. The Fear I Fight (Family)

    My life is a jumble of thoughts, confusion, fear, and fact. Very little love is involved, except for one person who makes me feel like I’m the only person in the world and that I’m worth more than diamonds…but even fear in involved th...

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