Trudging, drudging
dragging through
This life, this mess
This great pursuit
Of nothingness.
I’m meaningless
This life is bland
and colorless
I cannot stand
just idly by
and watch myself
just slowly die
But still, I must
My destiny
Is standing right
in front of me
But out of reach
my grasp is short
Reality,
My world athwart
A path of utter
deep abyss
Please help, I can’t
Get out of this
This sinking, eating
drowning soul
My life is just a
great black hole.