Bizarre, with somehow a rambling feel even though it’s not rambling. Seems like a very dark version of how some people view or perhaps use religion, kind of getting it, but also totally missing the point.

Yep, my dad. Realization time for me to decide if certain relationships have value. Writing really helps, it’s keeping me sane too.

Yeah I was a little lost till the last paragraph. It makes a kind of twisted sense to me.
Not sure what else to say about this one though.